making a list and checking it twice (before I walk away from it again)

I spent the entire weekend in bed, suffering from menstrual misery. Today is Monday and I feel better, which is good because there are things I need to do. There are so many things I need to do. I don’t know where to start.

My microwave bit the dust last week. I told myself I need to get rid of it before I replace it. My home has become a dead electronics graveyard. I have broken phones and ancient computer towers in my kitchen and living room. Two broken printers and a FAX machine have occupied the back seat of my car for months. I need to get rid of all of these things soon, especially the microwave. There are some things that just don’t heat well in a toaster oven.

My bathroom needs new shelving, but I have to get rid of a ton of shit in the bathroom first. Same thing goes for my office area. I have a zillion pens and I’m guessing 80% of them are dead. Did you know there’s a guy in California that recycles old pens? He takes donations. Donations of old pens. And he’ll be getting a large envelope in the mail from me soon.

I’m creating a list of books I’ve read and liked: book-aisle-fifteen.tumblr.com (with affiliate links). My goal is to update it daily.

I love making lists. If only I was better about completing any tasks on them.

Do you shop at Amazon.com as much as I do?

Do you shop at Amazon.com? Could you help me out? I get a small commission on purchases made when I direct someone to Amazon from my website. You can click on the Amazon logo on the right-hand side to access my referral link, or click on any Amazon product link on this blog.

I’m an Amazon Prime Member and I buy a bunch of different things on Amazon, like household items, clothes, shoes, electronics, books (of course)–you name it. I’m always waiting for a package with the Amazon logo on it to show up on my front step. If you’re curious about what I’m purchasing and reviewing, click here: Neva’s Amazon.com Product Reviews.

I’ve also started a Tumblr where I will post (almost daily) my favorite things, and deals I come across, the items that fall into the stuff-I’ll-never-buy-but-it’s-fun-to-think-about category: Reporting From Aisle 15 (aisle-fifteen.tumblr.com).

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I’m still here.

Morello | Orange Is The New Black

Morello | Orange Is The New Black

I’ve been trying to come up with a blog post that isn’t reflective, sentimental, and/or depressing. I wish I could write that I’ve done amazing things since the last time I posted here, but I can’t. I haven’t done a lot of reading or writing. My health hasn’t gotten better, but it hasn’t gotten worse, either. My sleep is still screwed up. I watch more TV than I’d like to admit, but I only spend a fraction of the time I used to online.

I’ve been an anti-social hermit. I miss Linda.

Today I went through my old blog and read some posts I wrote ten years ago. When I first started blogging, I was 29 years old. I had opinions and I was busy. Now, I’m 41 years old and I’m tired. I’m tired and I don’t give as much of a shit as I used to. But I suppose that’s what getting older and closer to death is all about. So it goes, c’est la vie.

But I’m still here. Where are you?

Sweet dreams, why do you elude me?

I’m back to writing on a daily basis, but I get distracted too easily. So I’ve installed a site-blocking extension on my browser. Again. I’m also toying with the idea of taking a month off from the Internet. E-mail only. No Netflix, Hulu Plus, Reddit, social media, or trashy blogs. My birthday is around the corner. I’m thinking maybe a Internet-fast would be a great way to start my 41st year?

What else? My sleep patterns are improving. I think I’m learning how to trick my body into being awake during the day. I’m still only sleeping between 2 – 4 hours at a time, though. I’ve had disturbing dreams the last few nights. The kind of dreams that you’re unable to shake when you wake up. Sweet dreams, why do you elude me? I wish you’d show up in my head every once in awhile.

a small update and other adjustments

I’ve finally updated my documentaries page. I’m loving the shit out of the new Childish Gambino album. My energy level sucks, but my sleep patterns have recently improved. My caffeinated soda consumption dramatically decreased after I got a SodaStream for Christmas, but now I’m drinking more vodka. I meditate (to some degree) every day. There is one dead and one that might as well be; lately I’ve been thinking about my losses more than I should.